I'm quite sorry to say that I've decided to leave tumblr. I may be back, I may not be back but either way it's with a heavy heart that I go. I've made wonderful friends here and I will not forget any of you.

I wish you all the best; you deserve nothing but that. If things had turned out differently like if I had been able to return to America and continue my coursework there I would have come back in a heartbeat.

Unfortunately things do not always work out the way we wish them to.

For those who feel particularly wounded by my departure I do apologize; I've leaned on some of you so heavily and made some bonds here that I didn't think possible to obtain over the internet. The person I think of first and foremost is Layne, but there are other people who I adored and who I do believe adored me as well. If I do return, I hope that you're there to welcome me back though I can understand if you're not.

It's too often in life that people we care about leave. It's too often we feel that sting. I'm so sorry to have caused that for any of you.

So this is how it ends.

I may see you again... I may not.
But just remember that love fades but doesn't die.

This does not have anything to do with my relationship with Adrian, though it has to some extent been healed and he doesn't seem to want to kill me any longer...

And with that I bid you all adieu.